Scott leaned an ear toward his cereal. Snap, crackle, pop reshuffled as failure, fuckface, faggot. A green sticky note next to his bowl was fixed to an envelope. Don\u2019t Forget<\/em> in black marker. It was a signed permission slip and a check. Last day to turn it in. Forget it, forget it, the cereal chirped. He pushed the bowl away.<\/p>\n The teacher called Scott\u2019s mother at work. She wanted Scott to come, to have fun, be a part of the adventure. His mother left work.<\/p>\n Scott dribbled down the hall\u2014his face long, his feet heavy. Freckled friendless failure. His feet bunged in the doorway of the principal\u2019s office, and he saw his mother\u2019s frazzled features, in her hand\u2014an envelope.<\/p>\n Scott, I don\u2019t get it. You want to go. Don\u2019t you? It was all you talked about last year. Welby\u2019s Waterpark. Welby\u2019s Waterpark.<\/p>\n Scott lifted his shoulders.<\/p>\n Baby, it\u2019ll be fun, she said.<\/p>\n Did she say baby? He looked around. Was she trying to humiliate him? The secretary with the fuzzy hair squinted at him.<\/p>\n Say something, his mother said. She gripped his shoulders, shook him. I had to leave work. And drive this over. Her fingers squeezed. I gotta go. See you tonight. She pulled his face to her chest.<\/p>\n Scott, held the brick\u2014room 204, and now the envelope. He slunked past the rancid stinking cafeteria, and past the mosaic of tiles made by the sixth graders, his tile\u2014black with a single white dot in the center. His eyes smiled when they landed on his dot\u2014his father, sinking in a murky sea.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n His mother drove the KIA and hummed. He switched off the radio.<\/p>\n What\u2019s with you? she asked. What gives you the right?<\/p>\n Loser, lemon butt, lady licker, he thinks.<\/p>\n Can you say something?<\/p>\n I\u2019m not talking to a stranger. Scott bites his knuckle.<\/p>\n We\u2019re giving it a try.<\/p>\n You try.<\/p>\n Listen, I do try. Everyone is concerned about you.<\/p>\n I hope we crash, I hope we crash, he thinks to himself. Lamented longing.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n His gut sizzled like a fireball on the tongue. His mother cried; the skin under her eyes swelled and her hands flew around the room. An awful acidic perfume filled the air. He couldn\u2019t make out her words.<\/p>\n Why a woman? It would never work. His mother and the therapist\u2014co-conspirators with their scarves and painted nails. Fat boots and Invisaligns.<\/p>\n He would look up Freud and be repulsed later that night to read about the Oedipus complex\u2014boys wanting sex with their mothers.<\/p>\n Listen Scott. Listen to your mother. She\u2019s very concerned.<\/p>\n Scott looked at his mother.<\/p>\n Dark streaks ran to her chin. What are we going to do? She moved next to him, touched his knee. Scott, I love you.<\/p>\n Laughable lame-ass leper.<\/p>\n Okay, Mom, he said.<\/p>\n Okay, what?<\/p>\n She was pleading. He had to do something. Live life, he said.<\/p>\n You\u2019ve got to talk, Scott.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Menace, moronic, madman. Scott found jeans on the floor. A shirt, too.<\/p>\n Cinnamon kitchen. Dough from a tube, warm. Madman\u2019s mother made muffins.<\/p>\n This was Mom trying. The therapist said she should adjust her schedule, be home in the mornings.<\/p>\n Mother, he said, pulling out a chair.<\/p>\n She widened her eyes. Oh\u2026 formal today? She bowed to him. Scott.<\/p>\n Hopeful, she set a glass in front of him. I\u2019m stopping after work. What do you want for dinner?<\/p>\n Scott stared at his glass. The juice swam with flesh. He hated pulp.<\/p>\n Scott. Dinner. What would you like?<\/p>\n Meat. Nothing else.<\/p>\n She set a dish on the table. Biscuits, she said.<\/p>\n Muffins, he said and stuffed one in his mouth.<\/p>\n She nodded.<\/p>\n His tongue labored to get the dry muffin to the back of his throat.<\/p>\n She rinsed the juice container. Gotta go. She bent to kiss him, You wore that T-shirt yesterday?<\/p>\n Was I?<\/p>\n Go change. She grabbed her lunch sac, headed toward the door. She turned before exiting, glanced at her watch. Love you. Nine minutes.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Someone in his class, Veejay, had called him a misanthropic mope. Scott pulled out his phone and googled. Veejay nailed it.<\/p>\n He put his mouth on the faucet and drank. Two minutes.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n There is a pounding overhead\u2014the workmen, already going.<\/p>\n Make it stop.<\/em><\/p>\n Strands of hair come loose; she presses them on wet white tiles and images string. A cigar in a face over a billowing beard. An elephant wraps its trunk around a tree.<\/p>\n Her sleep had her holding an infant son dead in her arms. She woke grieving and pulling at her jowls.<\/p>\n She towels her body. Babies at a courthouse. A teenage girlfriend stabbed in the neck. The locals are in a huff over potholes. A ruddy barge travels the Hudson toward Albany, and an ordinary grey-chested bird hops on the gutter. The ginkgo has once again fashioned its Hollywood green; boughs block the station edifice.<\/p>\n The young man, her son, vapes on the deck, cracks his neck for the day ahead. Pants drip slovenly off his hips. Pulling weeds and laying mulch. He wants to quit again. She will order a leather belt from that company she hates, but at least blameless homeowners won\u2019t be subjected to or enticed by his crack when he bends over their beds.<\/p>\n Really her father loathes the dripping pants and it is his dying wish that she get him to wear a belt. Teach my grandson something, he says. How to mix grout and lay tile.<\/p>\n Broken laces, a lost license, and constant hand washing. Could his skin take it?<\/p>\n Her hair is falling out and her nose itches. So little rain; the packing is tedious, and she holds off on discarding even a broken umbrella.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Dreams offer symbols, her friend says. What about you? What can you let go of? If he says he wants to die, don\u2019t say, don\u2019t say that. Avoid why questions. No one knows why they say things. <\/em><\/p>\n Is this true?<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Her lover says he\u2019d take her back if she went with a woman, but not if she went with a man. Do you like women? he asks. They\u2019re more beautiful, she says. It\u2019s ludicrous, his stance, as if a woman couldn\u2019t dismantle everything.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n A conversation with a professional over pizza with eggplant and strips of crisp basil ensues. Hand-sewn masks hang off their chins. The listener wears a golden mustard blouse, many gold bracelets. An employed listener, she asks, How do you turn resistant to persistent?<\/em><\/p>\n The woman says the young man is sullen; plays creepy, haunting , spoken word compositions. The listener nods, gets it. A trained professional, trained to get it.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n The roofer stumbles and cries for help. The woman climbs the ladder with water, sits with him on hot shingles. He\u2019s dizzy. But his mamma didn\u2019t raise no retards. Not sure why, she laughs. To make him feel less lonely. She wants to drive him somewhere. He refuses.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Days later, rain imminent; from a green bench, she watches the river to determine its direction. There are people she thinks about and cannot get out of her head. Her student, a heroin user in the supermarket with his girlfriend\u2019s baby in the cart. Her childhood friend, drinking herself to death. She calls the roofer again. Why doesn\u2019t he answer?<\/p>\n A man she does not know in loose clothes, masked, walks doggedly toward her. She pulls a wrinkled facemask out; the cloth over her nose smells like pizza. She looks up and a raindrop lands on her eyeball. 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